To The Brown Eyed Man in the Blue Parka at the Southern Rail

To The Brown Eyed Man in the Blue Parka at the Southern Rail
Julie Trilling

You came in from the ice storm,
ordered a beer, then left soon after.
The fogged glass half full on the bar,
on top of a crumpled ten-dollar bill.

I want to know what beer you were drinking.
I want to know why you were drinking
at two in the afternoon on a snowy Tuesday.
I want to know what text message you read
when you put the drink down,
and trembling, clutched the bar rail, eyes shut tight.

I was mustering up the courage to save this poem on my laptop,
leave the high-top table in the corner, and say hello.

I will never know if it was your lover leaving,
or word that your mother died.
I will never know your name.
I will never know you.

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